A New Start to our Journey in this Life

I have been ready to live and let go of the past along time ago... but now since I have turned 30 it is in the past... Not forgotten by a long shot but will remain to use as my tools... It was trying in my 20's but that is when you take the time to learn and grow... for some of us... Where I am at in my life is a huge step from when I was just starting the early 20's... But again I am who I am today... I went through alot of emotional trials with the loss of my first baby and not knowing what is going on and having to lay in bed and cry tears of saddness it was not the type of thing anyone would want to go through with a DC done and clean out when they take the baby out of you...Any misscarriage you go through or any type of concieve of a little miracle is a baby in my eyes... Than having more misscarriages after one and another... Very Trying on the soul...Also my first marriage and so forth...There was some good times and some bad times... but I cant remember I went through alot to forget about that time in my life and replaced it with positive key notes...
I am Happy to be alive and getting back to the swing of things... We me having a stroke last year really has opened my eyes... and the heart attack of an amazing man... Life throws you in every which direction to and fro whatever way it wants to...
I am Ready to take on My 30's and welcome it with Open Arms...
For my 30th birthday we ripped out the music studio and put in an in house PhotoGraphy Studio It turned out more than I could ask for... I am excited to utilize it more... Hint Hint....
Lillee made my birthday cake which was to delicious... She is such an AweSome Hand in the kitchen she loves to cook and clean... just like the other girls... but having 4 girls wanting to help cook and bake in the kitchen at the same time... it is easier if I take them one at a time and do it that way...


Just me playing around with lighting and setting on my camera... For the camera I have you can go out and buy a $5,000 dollar one... but with the way I have set the settings up on my camera and changed the ISO and so forth it is my $5,000 dollar camera...
My 30th birthday party was AweSome the whole house was full... I had people sitting on the stairs and mingling... Family and friends came that I didn't expect too... we had a nacho bar amazing and pot luck... One to remember that is for sure the theme was my faviorte Egyptians... I had a cartiage from cricket my mom got me a long time ago that we just cut out the decorations out and the girls decorated... boy did they ever.... I decorated the cake... It was sure yummmy and with the very little piece I got... It was good... I got a scrap out of the pan... but my mom made me the best cake ever on my actual birthday...
I am so so excited to see the New Baby Boy coming in February Noelle is going to be a Fantastic Mommy again... Here I am kissing my little nephews Home for now...


My Goofy goober kids.... They one day was hanging out on the stairs giggling and just talking... I had to get the camera and take some shots.... They LoVe each other on Good Days... I wish I could have those everyday... But I will take what I get....
Ok so I thought I had a handle on the whole blog thing... I will try later to try to do better at organizing the whole thing... but for now... I am going to go do some clean up around the house and girls room and start on Noelle's Crib Set... I am EXCITED....

January I got my New Rug and Couch for my Egyptian Front room I LoVe it...

I have waited for a very long time to get a couch in there... and it was time and at the right price... We was looking for rims and tirers for my 4 runner and we came across some off of ksl and we went and checked them out... We drove down there and they didnt fit... but he did joking say Hey do you guys need a couch... I was so excited... He said that he would give it to us for $50.00 and that was a steal in a half than I found my Beautiful rug for $48.00... It was a beautiful fit for the room that was lacking... But patients is a virtue and it was the right time so it was meant to be... Enough about that ...I am just very grateful for that kind of stuff...and like a little kid in a candy shop waiting to fill that bag of yummy goodies...

January is always a good time to plan ahead and make those list

I started my list back in Nov but the first and foremost list I wanted to accomplish is to let the yr of my 20's Go and move on to the 30's which the transaction was really simple...

We everything that I have gone through in my 20's it brought many Happy and sad tears... trials and obsticles and BEAUTIFUL MIRACLES...

Christmas 2011 / New Years

Man Oh Man I am getting the hang of this whole blog stuff... I will fixs the Blog tomarrow... Got more to post and so forth but I am shutting down this tired brain... Alot going on this week... with girls being sick ... and me trying to catch up... Hugs...

Overall Christmas Day and Night was fun .... We saved some presents to open at night... Were going to do that every year from here on out... It was fun to carry on the amptomshere of christmas all day long...Ivee didnt open christmas present with us in the morning she wasnt feeling good so she was brought down and she laid on the couch than when she was ready she opended her gifts... and I took pictures while the other kids watch and played with their toys... that night Audree wasnt feeling well ... I think we had a Flu bug or something going on in our house this holiday season... So She laid down for the present opening at night but still was a good sport... Didnt have to worry about the kids going to bed christmas night... they were all out by 8 oclock... it was lovely... Clean up.... and time to spend with my hubby.. He had to go to work the next day... Yuck... But it was truely a christmas to remember... We had so many people thinking about us this year and the girls... We couldn't have been more truely blessed with the surrounding of Love and compassion from all...

We always get Brookie on Christmas Eve Day and Night and that is when we go over to Mally's house for the annual Christmas eve party... It turns out every year Fun and unforgetable... Brooke had an AweSome Christmas with us... It works out for the Best of Both worlds...

I LoVe making Christmas Day Dinner for all my Family to come over and hang out and eat... It is the best thing about Christmas day for sure... Pop the Turkey in and cook and clean up christmas morning mess and just hang out with the family... Gives me and my mom some alone time in the kitchen and talk about the holidays and just have that time together...

The Girls loved everything they got... it was fun to see them as they get older really pay attention to whom the gifts our from and than go and thank that person and give them a hug...

I didnt know I didnt post anything for Christmas.... Wow I am behind... but all is well I will catch up sooner than later Hopefully...

Christmas Once again was Fantastic with the kiddo's waking up in the morning and being estatic that Santa had come to visit them and Mom and Dad had some present for them and each of them had gifts for eachother... It was a very Fun and unforgetable Christams Once again...January we had our annual New years eve party at our house... IT was a blast full of Kinect and Cards and Ten Thousand and hit the deck...Low Key just the way we like it... with family and friends...