Oct Has BeGun

LoVe My Husband and being Able to Perform with him...

Memories we create that day or Night will never be forgotten...

Were Having some Good Times Good Memories that will have forever

Exspecially since I am blogging this and eventually scrapbooking it...

I loVe the Blogger due to the fact that since

I don't have time to journal or scrapbook
I can come in here and journal and keep it prety much up to date and go back

when ready to scrapbook I will have the information here

Since I just cant remember it all...

This is what I LoVe the Best about the Band
Being able to Perform with my Best Friend
Husband Handsome Man

Who can really say that they can do that

When we go to work

We Work together

Create Music and have fun doing it

When I say Work... Being in a Band full time... Performing....

Writing Music and Being a Narrator up on stage ALOT OF WORK

But worth it...

This is the Rockin Look I carry when I am on Stage
Rocking Momma is my Name
Rocking Wife is my Game
Just Rockin Life is what I do

I am Living up my life Why Don't YOu?
Someone asked me if I was going to dress up for any of the shows it was vague question if you ask me I am dressed up for my shows silly...

YOu should see what I usually look like...

Hmmmm I guess you can say
YOur Right I dress this way pretty much all the time

When were up on stage it really feels like our sec home
Things couldn't get better than this
Living the life of a Rock Star
Pretending and allowing to forget the whole world
that we live in a Just sing just to sing and play and have Fun

People tend to forget to play and have fun Live a little
Just a Killer Picture that was taken at the show all the lights really

enhanced by the camera itself

Photographer didn't like the picture
I saw a master piece image
Really Dig this image

Fun things that we have done this month is do lots of gigs as in shows...

EmberEyes is really getting their name out
we got asked after doing our show at the Dawg Pound this last go around
to play with a Band that has been around for 20 yrs on their cd anniversary release party
That is AweSome and Exciting
Our Music is coming along
We have made alot of progress
I am excited for the upcoming show Oct 28th
were bringing some new and old songs
the New Ones I cant wait to do...

SpOOky HaLLoween Tree been a Tradition since Audree was born

The girls love HaLLoWeeN just as much as Mommy & Daddy do

We had fun decorating our house this year and making some goodies

and crafts..

I made these shelfs for the the entry wall to the landing

They turned out AweSome

Erik helped me hang them and do the leveler..

ThanXs Babe
And than the girls helped me decorate them

They told me where I should put the items...

We Did AweSome Team work on the Decor this year...

It was fun that the girls r getting older and more willing to learn and help

LoVe IT...

They like to voice their opionion

which I LoVe to hear... Exspecially if their using their imagination and being creative...

Here our some of the items that I had for the KraZed SpooKy Open House
They turned out AweSome Alot of people did Pre Orders and bought

items which was very Appreciated.
I was able to contribute my hard work and designing ability to my family for the month of oct...

Plus they got to have a DeZign piece in their home and enjoy
it themself... HaLLoWeeN Spirit will LiVe On ThanXs to KraZed DeZigns

HaLLoWeeN Village I have had for years...

I will not forget the day when I had bought it
X Mas hasn't been my faviorte it really is my least faviorte of the bunch
but considering I have children I have had a change of heart
When I saw the village I was in love...
I am actually going to get some of the X Mas Village ones and

paint some more HaLLoWeeN House...
I kNow I KNow What can I say

Just some Fun Cute HallOween Decor
I don't like the SpooKy Scary stuff
I LiKe Cute & Fun HaLLoWeeN
Blood & Gore and all that stuff not my fortay or the familys
But We Again LoVe HaLLoWeeN


Empty Shelfs
Waiting for all the HaLLoWeeN DeCor
turned out beautiful
I had Wood Lying around












Wow Oct is here once again...Already... Hurray SpoOky Time....











We put up our SpoOky Tree it turned out Fantastic... We LoVe HaLLoWeeN in our House... Faviorte Holidays here....












The Girls have all decided to be Pirate Princess Vampires... I am really excited for this year the girls r getting older and if I do say so myself alot funner... They use their imagaination more and create things... The girls have taken up playing Barbies and when I walk pass the play room and here the fun ways they r talking and playing... I sometimes cant believe my ears... Exspecially the part where I walked pass and heard Lillee saying Oh Duce your such a Stud I really like you... Kiss me on my cheek... At least it was cheek...

Audree's School Pictures 3rd Grade

Beautiful Audree Kamille 3Rd Grade 2011

Audree Kamille 3Rd Grade
Yes your seeing right
She loves it

Audree's favorite thing to do is ride her scooter to school

She also loves to have breakfast / lunch at school

she has a breakfast date as she calls it with her friends

and a lunch date

i told her that she was going to have to have cold lunch

to see how it pans out with money

and see what works best for us

she says but mom than i cant have my breakfast

and lunch dates.

i guess i will have to find people in the cold lunch

section to have a date with

she has agreed to do the cold lunch

plus we can see what is cost efficient right now

$65.00 a mnth for breakfast & lunch...Yikes...

Audree is doing Ten times better

the first two weeks of school had me a bit scared

but she has improved

she gets her work done in a wiz

and her handwriting has improved

still a bit having trouble with the spacing but will

get there

she is taking keyboarding class and loves it

they learned a song asdf jkl;

she goes around singing the song

most days she is as positive can get

and when she needs to refuel she

allows herself to do so

I just keep the other siblings away

so she can have her alone time.

Audree is amazing I couldn't be more proud of her

Her dad has a Treasure box's that he

puts little trinkets in

for her if she has been good in school

and at home..

it is a struggle at times when you got personality here

and personality there...

were all different and as us being parents

tend to forget that time to time that we

need to except and add a little bit

more help and confidence boost to our children

they r not born with this.

Audree is a Free spirited kid and gifted one

I use to look at that being a problem and wanted it fixed

right away so she wouldn't be label

i was worried that Audree wouldn't fit in

but who gave me the right to already judge that outcome

or even present that to her...

When Audree or any of my other kids act out...

I don't jump on them anymore and say don't do that

I give them the option and choices

I say something around the lines

Do you think that is really funny or do you think that is annoying?

I know might sound harsh but at the same time your not talking to

them on a down scale your talking to them as an adult

and when you talk to them as being older than their age

you tend to get a response of oh my mommy thinks I am a big

girl yeah she is right I think that would be annoying.

Bottom line is we live and learn and our kids help us everyday

they were not born to raise them self they choice me and
Erik to raise them.

I believe we plan our future and we control the universe so whatever

we get dished out

we can take and work with it

or we can give up on it

or push it away

but in my

mind

state

and

of

motherhood

and parenting

and being a

wife and

a

teacher

nurse

singer

designer

Photographer

Graphic designer

crafty woman

landscaper

business woman

taxi driver

Forrest ranger

and the list goes

on...

My mom didn't give up

on me

and I am not about

ready to give up

on my girls

I was meant to have girls

and Now I see

BECAUSE THEY NEEDED ME THE MOST

LoVe My LiFe As A MomMy & WiFe...

Audree Birthday DAY

Audree's Birthday Invites We had fun doing them together

Daddy brought home Audree

this Scooter

She was so Excited
It was a complete surprise to me too...

She was so Happy...

After a little bit of Daddy being home

Grandpa Bock and Uncle Bo being at the house

I took Audree & My Mom to Build A Bear

the one thing that Audree had asked for

They didn't have the wolf stuff animal that she wanted

But she fell in LoVe with this Rabbit

We all had a good time

just the three of us

She Built her Animal and filled it with tonz of LoVe

Audree's Actual Birthday Party
After the Mass of it all
I had forgotten to give Audree the gifts

From me and her dad

So it was nice to have her full attention
and she loved the items that would be

going into her new room.

Her Room Cost for everything was under $100.00 that was

for everything.

If interested I can come up with a game plan for your kiddo's room

to...

Audree Chose to have a CUP CAKE WAR
Birthday Party So that is what we did...
IT turned out AweSome
with the Cup Cake Theme
Candy Land the Board
Game Everyone was using their imagination

It was alot of work baking all the cupcakes and getting
everything put together
But it was totally worth it
I made this out of the world cup cake stand







Everyone that came they had a Blast...


After the Cup Cake Wars there were awards that we came up with
and handed out to everyone
we were in groups with our familys
After the whole Yummy Candy mess we did the Potato Bar
than we did present
and than sung Happy Birthday
It was a Fantastic Time to remember
I know Audree will Always remember her 8th Birthday

Audree's 8th Birthday

For each of the girls birthday this year

MOmmy has been busy

Talking over with the girls what they want

Colors Scheme and made an agreement

that the rooms will not change until the age of 18

That is if there still living with us by than

I think they will be off to some distant

college pursueing college degree

Smart Cookies we have here...

Already deciding what they want to do

That is because I am pushing the subject

and having them exsperience the feild of work

while they r growing up.

So the Brown color was from our room

when we had the master bedroom

before we moved Brooke & Audree in it

This color was in here for Three Yrs.

Audree asked me if we could do her

room this yr for her birthday.

Well I said yes but that is pretty much

the only thing you will be getting...

She totally agreed...

But Mind you when I do a Room GOT to add some fun

trinkets in there...

This was the outcome...

She was all Smiles and absoulotley LoVed it...

IT screamed Audree all over it...

First things first started out with the colors she had chosen...

Not much of a surprise that is for sure...

PurPle... Purple... Purple...

Most of the stuff I had made or had lying around at different

peoples houses that they didn't want anymore...

With New Coat of paint

Walls and dresser

and some Cute little add in here

Crazy thinking there Wa La La La

Creativity is the Key
Her Theme was Keys & the Color Purple
Audree is the Key to Alot of Peoples Hearts
She has the keys to unlock all the doors
She is One of Kind.

Here our the Name plaques I did for her
a Couple Days Later completed.
I think they turned out more than I could ask for
or was thinking in my head
The colors and the paper were fun to
pick out along with the little trinkets on them
I make this plaques for customers / friends / all the time

I sell them for 1- 6 Letters $15.00 7-12 Letters $20.00

Let me know if interested

My New Site will be avaiable for KraZedPhoToGraphy & DeZigns

And the Final project
She loves Tim Burtton anything
Movies, characters.
So I thought we would make one side of the wall
funky and really out there.
Which it did turn out
We took the ceiling fan out of her room
and put this dome light in place

Ten Times Better

Now whoever is up top
wont have to complain they dislike being on top

cause they cant see the T.V.

Audree Kamille is full of Life

She loves the outdoors and the beautiful

gardens and flowers

Bugs Butterflies and the peace the air brings her

What Better Place to take her for her

Birthday Shoot but the International Peace Gardens

There is so much to write about Audree

I remember the day she was placed in my arms

not one tear came out of her eyes

not a peep was heard

She never cryed

she was such a good baby

She is growing up so beautifully

she is into pretty much everything

she likes to get her hands dirty

and also be that beautiful princess

She is a good big sister and care giver

she cares about other people

and is always willing to help

She loves to do art and sing

she can really carry a tune

she loves to take on new projects

she loves to scrapbook

Color pictures

Make things with paper fabric Anything really

She loves to play the computer

She loves to put the hose on the Trampoline and get wet

during the hot summer days

Faviorte Food

Shrimp & Musscels

Faviorte Drink

Gatorade (Purple Grape )

Faviorte Treat

Milky Ways

Faviorte Color

Purple

Faviorte Animal

Frog

Faviorte T.V. Show

Phenus & Ferb ( Winks Club )

Faviorte thing to do outside

Slippy slide

Anything that has to do with H2O

She is excited to start 3rd grade

Really 3rd Grade

She is truely growing up to be

very smart and kind and bright

She is a good Reader if she keeps doing it

Math is her challenge yet she takes on it very well

She shows us everyday how mature and how

truely we our blessed to have her in our life.

She truely is one of a kind

She makes me laugh makes me cry

makes me happy makes me sad

but I know that my Audree is one of a kind

that kind that will always be there

and forever care

she is different from the most

she is the best at her upmost

she is excellent in all she does

she trys her hardest and doesnt hide

She is beautiful and unique

Audree is Everything

These Last Two Months Have Been CRAZY

For Starters Erik had his Heart Attack before Audree's 8th Birthday... Myself Me as in Mom had a Stroke following after Erik being discharged from the hospital... We had Audree's Birthday Cup Cake Wars that was a Hit... I will do a Blogg tomorrow with for starters all the Girls Birthday fun... and than go from there... Cant wait to post on here Audree's Photo Shoot it was fun...and all the exciting things that we have been through... We our getting back to the swing of things... I on the other hand am amazed at the progress Erik has made... Tough cookie... My Stroke we found out was not permanet damage... I am able to use my left had now... and going on day to day...

I will feel ya in on more to come tomorrow... My Brain isnt functioning right now... I should be in bed... just cant sleep... Turkey Turkey...

What Better Way to Start Off... Than Recent Family Pictures for the year 2011

Brooke going to be 15 yrs old this year

in high school next.

We our lucky to have a one of kind

Brooke loves Art... Math...Playing on the computer...

Anything really she can get her hands on...

She is a awesome big sister that takes time

for her little sisters.

She is very helpful when apon a request to assit...

Very Crafty and creative.

She isnt your typical teenager

that is for sure...

She is her own self and has her own way of living.

Audree Kamille.... Oh how she has grown up some...

Audree loves to do Art... Play the Computer...Sing....Dance...

She also loves to sword fight and pretend she is doing kung fu on you...

She is truely one of a kind and

has shown the world she will take it on...

She is excellent in Reading...

and has a wild imagination.

She has time for her little sister
and is gifted big girl that is for sure...

Lillee May oh My Oh My
Lillee sure has her own personality that is for certain...
She loves Thomas the Trains
Cant get enough of those...
She loves to sing and scream and make people laugh
She is a creative one that she is...
She pretty much follows in the footsteps of her bigger sisters
She plays on Sprout and loves the computer time...
She plays & plays & plays...
She wants the attention and when you don't give it to her
She lets you know she needs it...
Willing to help whenever you need it...
Truely a tender sweet girl...
Were so lucky to have our Lillee Monster
Yes I did say Monster Sometimes you get the monster
in her and it really does show.
She shows us also that you just got to live a little

Ivee MaryBeth

Truely the one to complete our family circle

She brings a smile to my face everyday

I open the door in the morning

and she is almost always chipper

Says good morning mommy

and ready for the day...

I love that best in her...

when she knows mommy has had ruff day

she is always their to comfort me.

She is a Lover...

Her faviorte thing she cant get enough of is

Kitty's...

LoVes her Kitty

Went into the dollar store the other day

She fell in love with a ceramic kitty

Carried around the store.

I bought it and she sleeps with all her kittys

She also is talking very well...

Teaching her how to read small words

and she is excelling Higher and Higher...

Ivee wants to do the things her older sisters do...

Our Cute Bunch...We have our girls
it would be selfish to ask for more
Brooke Audree Lillee Ivee
they truely challenge us everyday
Those challenges make
us think as parents
How much time and love patients
were giving to the kids
sometimes when the kids need our attention
we ask them to just tell us...
our heads our so clouded by what is going on
sometimes we just dont know...
unless something was said
There good at voicing what is on their mind
We have an open communication
in our home.
The best way I have learned to be a good mom
is be a friend and mom at the same time.

Soul Mates
Erik shows me day in and day out
how much he loves being
my husband
Daddy to the girls
We have our ups & downs but don't we all
if not their has to be something wrong
we like this time of year
this is where we can work together in the yard
on cooking on the grill.

Spending the night outside just soaking up the

night time air

just talking while the kids our in door tucked
in their beds snorring away.
The years go by and more and more we fall
in love with each other
We learn from our disagreements and move on
We carrying on our band EmberEyes
It is exciting and also at the same time

alot of work...
but to have that experience to be apart of something
like this is amazing and one memory that we will carry on...
and talk about it with our grandchildren...
Wow that was jumping ahead...

Ivee & Me

Oh How I loVe this special little miracle
She is the last of the bunch and
completely worth it
I am not sadden anymore that she was my last baby that
I would carry.... that she would be the last that I change diapers...
that I hold at night late at night.
I would take to get her first shots
I would be able to dress in those tiny clothes
have the crib bedding...
She has made the transaction so smoothly
that I don't think twice about...
I am extremenly blessed to have had Little Miss Ivee
I am so Completely blessed that she was another Beautiful little girl...

I was meant to be an All Girl Mommy
There isnt anywhere in my mind in the back or the front
that I am sad that I will not be able to raise a son.
I got my Beauties and extremenly happy
Plus it Helps that they our ALL PRETTY MUCH

PRINCESS & TOMBOYS
Ivee Completely this amazing package that
came to everyone
when Erik & I
got together...
WHo Could Ask For More.... I Know I surely Cant & Wont... Our Family Till the End of Time....
More to Come
Next Blogging Session...
I will keep it up to date more
that is my Word...

What Better way to start you off than with our Recent Family Pictures for the year 2011...