Already School Picture Time

 Audree Kamille Thomas

     Mrs Hornes Class

   4th Grade

 I have notice with Little Miss Audree

that when she gets older she doesnt want to take as many pictures

 as I would like to take of her...

But I get what I get and don't throw a fit

I just cant believe it is already

Picture time at school

Lillee May Thomas

Mrs. Kubinak Class

Kindergarten

 Lillee May loves the being in front of the camera

Do I blame her NO...

Ever since she was in my belly she was getting her picture

taken....

She loves kindergarten...

She was sad cause she missed her first day of school

Due to this horrible flu bug going around...

I will take a Cold Flu Bug anyday instead of Stomach Bug...

She is posing more and just letting me capture her personality

When I am older I will appreciate the time I put out to take all these

pictures and scrapbook of them.

This is the meaning of life for all

To journal and jont down these things so if one

looses her memory...Which partially I did when I had my Stroke

I got the Pictures and Memories that I captured...

 Too Cute for Words

They Grow up to Quickly.... It was funnnnny funnnnny today I thought was picture day

at school turns out it is next wednsday...

I only order the Class Picture

Cause I take the pictures at home...

So the girls were just Extra Extra Extra Cute that Day...

Brooke Aubrey Thomas

Brookie Cookie is in 11th Grade  Beautiful and Smart...
I will have pictures posted on her when I take them this weekend...
I am excited for her and her furture it is looking so bright...
She has fell into the interest of BoYS.... who would of thought with this girl
Though she turned 16 yrs old she doesn't think that she is too old to hang out and play with her sisters...
She has been a huge help with the girls and has become my friend dearly... LoVe that chickie Dee...

Ivee MaryBeth Thomas

Ivee MaryBeth a Joy For sure... Oh How she was meant to be the last child we had...

She is everything and more than we can asked for AND NOT ASKED FOR...

She can be as Sweet as a Lollipop and than the next day as SOUR as a Lemon Head... Which I do have to say I still LoVe me some Lemon Heads... Ivee has started her adventures and curiosity that is for sure

She loves to play and We Cant get enough of her SINGING... LOVES TO SING AND DANCE doesnt have a care in her life where she is doing it... I LoVe that about all the girls... They show there true colors and they don't care how people judge them or how they get looked at... But of course we teach them time and place for it...

Ivee loves to play with her sisters and play like she is a Kitty... She makes all kinds of kitty sounds and talks like one... She is learning how to write her name... When Lillee went to get tested for kindergarten the teacher was asking lillee question and Ivee was answering them along with her... The teacher asked Lillee when is your birthday Lillee response... April 20 2007 and that is when it is spring time... Ivee just a second after that said Dec 9th and winter time when the snow is outside is my birthday...

She has learned from the Best Her 3 older sisters have made me so proud.... He he he h with a sarcastic sinister laugh behind that last sentence... She knows how to look at you when she wants something and you already say No... She knows what to say when it is bedtime and she doesn't want to be alone... Well She just doesn't know We already went through this with One Kid... Little Miss Lillee... and well I gave into Lillee too... I got to come up with a Better plan for Ivee.. Or I wont be getting any sleep... She said that if she gets DREAM LIGHTS she will sleep in her room along with the paint color being green her favorite of all colors in the rainbow... I haven't been able to sleep ... At least I got Lillee taken care of No More Night terrors and restless sleep nights... Now just need to work on Ivee...

Ivee can ride a Bike with Training wheels and ride a two wheeled scooter... Again something I couldn't do at her age... She is starting to take on interest of the computer and programs... She wants to go to ABS mouse.com... and wants her mom to make her a DS out of wood blocks for her to play... Hey I can DO THAT...She acts alot older for her age it is still hard for us to understand what she is saying sometimes... I kid you not Lillee and Ivee have an english accent... Cuter than Cuteness...but hard to understand if you don't talk to Ivee as much as I do or her close family friends...

She never really smiled after she turned I would say Two years old went through those terrible two's

So I have had to work with her on her smile...

Ok Ivee Smile and she would turn away...

Ok Ivee try again See look at mom... She says YOu Look silly...

So this is the Best We came up on..

Ivee knows how to get what she wants.... and the older girls are taking notes... Do we have our work cut out for us... YOU BET YA... but I wouldn't have it any other way...

When I was pregnant with Ivee I was determined that I was having a Mini Erik I was having mY Boy I wanted so badly... When I found out I was having a Girl.... My heart jumped out of my chest and back in again... I saw her up on the ultrasound screen and fell instantly in love... I didn't care that my beautiful miracle was a baby girl instead of a boy... Now My Thought was Names... Well that didn't take long..

I wanted to call her Evee the name I had picked out for Audree before

things changed...

Than Erik Said what About Ivee

Fell instatley in LoVe

Than I knew it was my Last I wanted my Best Friend My Mom's

name in there and Erik Said

Mary after his Mom's middle name Which she didn't care to much for...

and Beth after my mom... Which My mom said Beth should of came first....

OH BEHAVE YOu TWO...

So Ivee MaryBeth it was and will be for ever...

We didn't get our Boy

But we got the Best of the Best

Our Girls

They LoVed to get Dolled Up

and at the same time get all Mudded Up

Ivee is just like her Daddy when he was that age

No Fear in that little girl

Climbs and does dare devil things

She keeps me on my toes

She likes to do all kinds of stuff...

 Our Perfect Bunch of DAUGTHERS

Lillee May Thomas

 Lillee's First Day of Kindergarten She did So AweSome....

Wasnt afraid she was so ready to go to school... She woke up with Audree in the morning the time Audree needs to get up to get ready for school breakfast and so forth...

I said Lillee you don't have to be up right now

She said IT's ok Mom I am excited for school and cant sleep

Ever since the first day of school started

she still to this day wakes up with Audree

We moved Lillee into Audree's Room

Now it is the both of their room

They love sharing a room together Lillee has slept like she did when she was a baby

She is the type of girl that likes to be around people and loves to share

and think of others.

Truly a kind spirit and doesn't like to be alone

So Audree had to get use to Lillee saying Mom and dad said time to turn off the T.V.

and go to bed and we still have to T.V. on...

It only took a couple of nights of Lillee getting out of bed and turning off the

T.V. and than Audree caught on.

Best Move for the Both of them.

We Moved Ivee into Lillee's Old Room

Yes another project I have to take on to paint her room to Ivee's Liking...

Lillee's First day was the best

I remember her being excited to finally get to stand by our tree outside and

get her first set of pictures taken for her first day of school like Audree her big sister always did...

She was having fun and was saying I am going to school I am going to school

We walked the long way the first day of school to talk to Lillee and to ease not her nerves but her Mommies....

We got to school and lillee was just taking it all in

Ivee was ready to go to school too

When the teacher came out Lillee knew who she was and was happy to see her

Prior to the kids going to kindergarten they have testing and visiting time with there teachers

Which I think is Fantastic Smart Idea they didn't do it with Audree

So Lillee did the testing and was ahead of the game

Teacher said Ok Class it is time to come on in

There was some kids still hovering over their parents but Lillee was determined

As she was walking up the ramp and about into the doors I said Hey Lillee High Five

She gave me a nice High Five and smiled and said See Ya Mom

 Our Girls Amaze Us Each and Everyday

 Lillee has a Kind Heart and really is very different from Audree....

I love the fact that the girls have all there own uniqueness about them

Lillee loves to be outside and to play with her sisters and her imagination is words cant describe

She has a sense like Audree that I loVe they don't need someone to teach them how to play they observe and learn them self... Lillee's favorite Movie and character is GODZILLA still to this day... LoVes Dinosaurs and Mothra...She loves to sing and play the lamp top.... I know at 5 yrs old I didn't know how to navagate the Internet or even play a computer...When she wants something she does it

 Sometimes I have to remind Lillee that is Ok to have Mommy & Daddy still help her

She wants to do it all by herself that is how she has been all her life.... I will never forget that day when me and her daddy was taking her up to her room for bed and at 6mnths old ... We layed her in her crib kissed her head good night and rubbed her sweet head and the next thing we heard Good Night... Now was an angel talking to us... It was our sweet Lillee... Or the time she was first born the nurse laid her on the bed facing the oppisite way of her parents and she well heard my voice and flipped right over... Lillee was my hardest labor even though it was only 15 and half hrs in the hospital bed No Movement Heart rate dropping Epideral wore off felt everything Mom couldn't breathe had to have oxygen mom's vitals not to good... and early... Dr. Barton was going to have to take me C Section... and I pleaded with him... Please can we wait and see what Lillee wants to do and Dr. said I will give it 1 Hr. or less depends on you and the safety of you both... Dr. Barton was the on call Dr. for Audree and he delivered Audree too... Fantastic Good Caring Dr. Well Lillee Came Natural All Around I got taken off the pit due to heart rate and mommy vitals...

 It was Hard to let Lillee go ... I was more nervous for her than she was she had to remind me that she would be right back home after school got out...Lillee has made tonz of friends... I walk her to school everyday and have a new little friend come up to lillee and give her a big hug...and they hold hands... She plays really well on the playground... She is a smart Cookie her teacher said sometimes she doesn't know it Lillee is bored cause she finishes her work so quietly and nicely...She is Our Lillee Monster and we love her to pieces... Ivee her sister doesn't like the fact everyone is in school at the big school and well she is at home getting home schooled by mommy...Lillee asked me the other day if we could wait on the sidelines and let her go in by herself... I was shocked and overwhelmed but I said Sure thing LoVe bug... As she was going in the door she turned and said Mom I forgot to give you this... and she came and gave me a High Five and said See Ya... A Mothers Moment Never to be forgotten...



Audree Kamille Thomas

 Audree's first day of 4th grade Yes I know Our Honeycomb is growing up so big

Alot has been changed with Audree

She woke up one day and was like I am going to be mature

and responsible

I am going to Help my Mom and Dad and do the Best I can...

She has done a a 180 on us

I couldn't be more pleased and BLESSED with her progress

her attitude and her strength and will power.

Most of you know Audree as overally active and in your face

She still is over ally active and in your face but not in an annoying way...

I can say that lightly cause I am her mom...

Her Teacher name is Ms. Horne and she loves Audree

and Audree LoVes her... HURRAY

I never thought we would be able to replace Ms. Girego her teacher

last year that really cared about Audree and so to say stepped in Audree's shoes

But We Did

Audree has had alot of teachers in her life already

Some have been good and some have been bad.

I think it has alot to do with giving her the opportunity to make her own choices and she will in the end know the consequence good or bad.

She LoVes to play with Pet Shop and she uses her imagination and her surroundings around her to use as pet shops supplies...

She asked me during the summer if I had toothpicks... I asked ummm Yes but what for

She said so that she could use them to make Tooth Brushes for her pet shops...

Other things that she has made is Lamp Tops for them and with cotton balls sleeping bags with a cut square of fabric... She uses bottle caps and milk carton lids for the plates and bowels.

Audree loves Math now... She use to hate it and didn't want to do it

Now that she is understanding her math she whizzes through it

She has always been a good speller and reader

LoVes Nature and Science cant get enough of that

Animal Planet some of the CraZy shows she watches I wonder

But all in all if that is what she likes I am not here to try to changed that...

Audree is Audree

LoVe her to Pieces

 Strutting her Stuff as usual... For me a Photographer and doing it as a Passion these girls have gotten use to the pictures and getting them taken... Cant really blame me considering when I was her age and even younger my mom never took pictures of us kids...

So I make it a priority Plus when I got my business and my passion it

fits perfect...

 Over the Years I have educated myself to enhance pictures ... I will have to say I LoVe how much more it brings the pictures out and tells a story....

 Audree is always ready to learn new things...

She loves to ride her bike to school that she got for her birthday from

Grandma and Pappa Bock

ThanXs again Mom and Dad

 Audree loves taking pictures herself and cam cording stuff

She is getting into the whole downloading her images and movies

and I am now taking her aside and teaching her the ropes of

editing and enhancing pictures

I downloaded the same program I use on her lamp top...

Beautiful Audree Kamille

She has been so excited to write her full name...

She loves cursive writing she says

look mom your not the only one that writes hieroglyphics...

Speaking of which Audree handwriting is getting so much more readable and she is taking her time at her every move as in school work and so forth

She says she likes to hear the positive comments

Which I DON'T Blame her at all...

And I say Hey if the kid needs the praise to continue this

goal and behavior and see that smile on her face...

I will take it ANY DAY NIGHT EVENING... YOU get the jest...

Adoption Hearing

This was a Long Road that had it twist and turns and finally we made it to the Goal

We turned all the papers in last 2 wks ago and I recieved a phone call the following week

to schedul our hearing date... It is schedule for August 17th 2012 we didn't know that

we would get a hearing that soon... We our overally blessed and couldn't ask for more.

Lillee and Audree will have the same last name as well as there sisters... We all going to be

forever Thomas's... Lillee knows that her last name is going to be changed from Bock to Thomas

like her Daddy's... Audree is excited more than words can describe... She has been asking when

do we go to court... The girls had ventured with us to turn in the paper work so they have been

along the process too. Audree cant wait to go to school and not have to explain to them her last name

isnt Rasmussen but she perfers Thomas instead... Plus another plus not so Long... He he he... Audree

knows the situation we have given her the choice over and over again. We stated to her that she still

is going to be apart of Rasmussen's life...If she chooses to... It is all up to her.... She said she has a speach

all prepared for the judge... I said really like what... I choose Daddy Erik.... he cares for me and loves me

like no other has except my mom and Pappa & Grandma Bock and Ohma and poppie... She has grown up so much all the girls have... They teach me each day to take it easy and they keep me on my toes... Oh but they do...I am grateful that I was able to do the research and get the papers that we needed for John to sign

and for us to turn into the court house... It was stated to me several times that our lawyer should be doing this....  I was so proud to stand up and say I am representing my girls in this case... I aslo got complimented on how well I was organized and how I had all the papers together...also by the ORS & DCFS & BCI most of the time they were kind.... and than when others stuck their nose into our business where it wasn't needed she got put in her place by one of the workers... I will never forget that day when I went into DCFS new building and this lady that wasn't even involved was you need to have your lawyer do this... Yada Yada yada to the front desk lady... and than I called the lady that I had talked to prior sweet old lady came out and said ok Here is what I need you two fill out and will send the back ground checks in the mail...So what would of cost over $2,000.00 dollars didn't... There has been alot of support and love throughout the years to come to this blessed day.... ThanX You Ra.... There will be alot of people in the court room tomorrow... to witness this Till the End of Time Family to be Forever in the Laws of the land.  I will post pictures later and know in my heart and everyone heart that this is the final puzzle piece to complete US...

Beautiful Moments Pictures Say a Million Words

Our Family Celebration

The weather started coming down.... I mean it was pouring outside... It was beautiful
Erik came inside like Honey it is coming down pretty bad... I said No worries babe... It will clear up
This was at 2:30P.M. So I was just carrying on the preparation for the food... I did it... I made all the Yummmy food it was Fanatastic and everyone enjoyed... Not one single bit was left over... Yes that means Clear fridge than I could go grocery shopping afterwards and have some place to put it...

Sure enough it started to clear up around 3: ish it was so Beautiful outside.... So green and fresh... the wood on the fence was bright and shining it was again just perfect... My dad and Erik whipped off the seats the guest started to arrive... We didn't ordered enough chairs come on 25 plus our patio sets... Some people were standing but it didn't seemed like they minded...
It was around 3:30ish I was finishing up my guest were like Emillee you need to go get ready I got this... So I looked at the time and was like I believe your right...
Got the girls dressed prior and did there hair and they looked like such beautiful angels... They choice to go barefoot which I loved...

Well so I went downstairs pulled my hair up and did a touch of makeup and put my boots on and was ready to go...We had setup the music for me and the girls to walk down the aisle to Jeff Beck A day in a Life... Beautiful beatle piece just played by guitars... To re New our vows was very touching and something I will never forget as well as the girls and the people that were there... The girls were excited for the occassion to happen they would ask me pretty much everyday mommy is it today... I even got Audree to respond for me No not today it is in...... The celebration was not just for us to Re New our Vows but for the adoption of Audree Kamille & Lillee May to Erik as their father forever.... Legalized.... Yes John had given up his full parental rights which If I was in his situation would have had to be a real hard decision to do so... But he did what was right for Audree...and our Family... So we was celebrating the Whole that will take place in court under the laws of the land. When we did the sand ceremony the first time their was someone missing and well that just happened to be our sweet Ivee MaryBeth she was still gazing down on that celebration and wasnt apart of it... So we had to confirmed the sands with everyone as a symbolic way of combiding a forever family together once the sands our united they can never be divided again... The Girls LoVed that part... When each of the girls went to pour their sand... Their dad had got them each indivuial necklaces with their intials on it with cute little diamonds NOT REAL... and Ivee got a Butterfly to represent Motheria something she loves... I got a circle necklace with a tree and bird on it with some charms to represent our family tree... Our Whole... Our Unit... As One... They poured their sand in the big jar and declared forever sisters that day and family... Than Me and Erik Kissed and sealed the deal and put the lid on the jar...
It was a Beautiful night of celebration we had a donation jar set out and was able to get some money to go towards the adoption jar... The night before we sold the camping trailer and was able to get the majority of the adoption money... IT was truely Blessings sent from above....

This was the beautiful ceremony that I had wrote.... We asked my Dad to do the dictating of the ceremony he was honored but at the same time a little timid ... My Dad... No Way... It was a priviledge to have him be able to seal a blessing upon us and give us a personal ceremony...

Erik & EmilleeWhen you first joined hands and hearts in marriage 5 years ago, you did not know where life would take you.


You promised to love, honor and cherish one another through all things. Life has surely brought you both wonderful blessings and difficult challenges over the years. But you have remained strong for one another and have raised a beautiful family together and continue to grow strong.

Here you are today, having fulfilled the vows to love, honor and cherish each other and raise a family as you have declared on your wedding day.

You celebrate here today as Husband and Wife Mother and Father you reflect back over the years. You now would like to celebrate this occasion along with the adoption of your beautiful girls to become a whole under the laws of the land Till the End of Time.

Erik and Emillee would like to take time to share some of their own Personal vows to share …

Erik:

Emillee:

Now we ask for the Thomas Girls to join their parents Erik & Emillee

To confirm and seal Till the End of Time the Sand that has been placed in a single container and a color to represent one another… As Erik Thomas pours his in the jar He will share a Vow to his Girls that he has written….

As Emillee Thomas pours hers in the Jar She will share a vow to her Girls that she has written…

Now Brooke Aubrey Thomas will pour hers

Now Audree Kamille Thomas will pour hers

Now Lillee May Thomas will pour hers

Now Ivee MaryBeth Thomas will pour hers

Just as the individual grains of sands can never again be separated and poured again into the individual containers You will be a Forever Family Till the End of Time As you have chosen today as you poured your sand into the Jar and combine a forever Family whole.

Erik and Emillee have committed that they are not only Husband and wife but Mother and father and have re confirmed today to continue to be a Family Forever

May you always wear your rings as a reminder of your wedding vows to each other, and your commitment to continue to live in unity, love and happiness?

To remind you of that commitment made on your wedding day, you will now renew your pledge.

Erik please place your ring on Emillee’s hand and repeat the words with this Ring I renew my Everlasting Love and commitment for my wife Emillee

Emillee Please place your ring on Erik’s Hand and repeats the words with this Ring I Renew my everlasting Love and commitment for my Husband Erik

With this being Said Let you both continue a bond of Love and family for a Lifetime Till the end of time the Thomas Family

You May Now Seal a Kiss

The trees were trickling little water off of them during it...It was Beautiful and one that I will never forget...
I had made all the Decor and hair pieces and boquets.... My Mom made Ivee's and Lillee's and I had made Brooke and Audree's... My Mom helped me Decorate the boxes... Noelle made my Boquet... It was beautiful and perfect... Not to much Money put into it... We rented the chairs didn't use tables and did our own family photography and I made the food... It was Truely something that was meant to happen with how everything came together... If I needed something from the store it just happened to be on sale or even better 50% off.... I remember I had No Idea what I was going to use for the tables to put the odurves on... and than I just happened to walk by clearance and found a set of WOOD Platters... I was shocked $5.00 bucks each and perfect for what I needed... Plus I really wanted something I could use over... Than I went into Michales about 3 mnths prior too.... and got the ribbon for $1.50 on sale for 4 yrds.... WOOT WOOOT SCORE... than bought all the flowers at the Dollar store and made them look Speldid....

The weather was beautiful the rest of the night... We visited I saw people I havent seen in years... It was wonderful to see everyone love and MOST OF ALL FEEL THE LOVE there... The energy that was surrounding us was very undescribable.... Those who came felt it and those who couldn't attend said they can feel it when they look through our pictures... Just the smiles on all faces... Priceless...
Well I put together a slideshow on Smilebox for you just some pictures of the event... Enjoy...

If you need any decoration or any future events coming up you need some dezigning help for... Let me know or pass my name and number along....

Good Journey to you All
Much LoVe

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More Detail and Pictures on the Adoption we did the last Step today and that was Bureau of Criminal Identification Criminal Background Check .... We already went to Department of Child and Family Services Child Abuse History.... Before that we went and saw the clerk of the judge got the paperwork all filled out and than we submit paperwork with background checks and pay and we set the date for hearing... CANT Wait and if you like to attend let me know I will let you know the information... I will be taking pictures and such....

A Family Meant to be Yeah thats the Truth.... What a Beautiful Life we our Creating....

Our 2012 Family Pictures

 

Alot has been going on..... Much needed Time Which this mommy doesn't have.... I had a Photo Shoot yesturday for a Weber State Graduate that needs Pictures enhanced.... Annoucements done...
TODAY....

Two weeks ago I did my first Interior Design job out of the Home.... Started at 1:P.M. and got done with it at 2:A.M... Pictures will FOLLOW.... Very Excited about the Upcoming events in our life....

IT is Erik & I 5th anniversary and we have decided as a family to RE New our Vows and Sand Ceremony... So Needless to say I have been planing Kids Birthday....Re Newing....Got My Office/KraZed DeZign Space finished.... Pictures to come Also...

The Girls our getting bigger and bigger everyday.... Got the Spring and Summer Tots down of clothes... So ready to throw the Winter clothes in the tots for next season...

Lillee's Birthday is just around the Corner..... We decided on a Garden Theme.... It is going to be fun with dirt cups and Candy Kabobs..... Well Gotta get this Annocements done didn't wake up at 6: A.M. for nothing....Than I got to run to Home Depot My Favorite Store Mind YOU.... and get some supplies for my Office Desk Top....

My Nightly plans got cut short when My Body tensed up and my blood pressure shot high 138/70 This is way high for me considering I am in the low 90's and Well I didnt even clean up scrapbook stuff at my moms.... Plus it was a good thing I am home took pills and rubbed down girls with VICKS and Hubby... Got girls situated Audree Cough and Cold medicine...and all in bed well Audree was in bed and Ivee... Good Man... and Got lillee in bed... I LoVe my Mom and had a good time just hanging out and scrapbooking and just being with her... She is Truely the Best... Got a Suprise Texts and looking forward to scrapbooking with her... Cant Wait.... I am so blessed to be able to have my children have grandparents... I never had grandparents and yes I see what I missed out but I couldn't ask for more... Having a grandparent/grandparents around is amazing part of ones life... exspecially a childs... it allows them to see how they raised their mom or dad and to see their grandma & poppa or whatever you call them unconditional love... I thank Ra everyday that My parents take the time out for each of my kids... I am blessed that I have their helping hand in whatever I need from them... My Mom can just hear it in my voice and she says well I got alot to do and than she says bring one over... I couldn't express how Grateful and thankful I am to have them. The kids adore going over there and their little adventures out... My parents have done it the right way... When I am with the kids they have taught them that being with grandma or poppa is a treat and they can buy little things from the store... but being with mom is a we get in and we get out... I am thankful for all those that love and cherrish our kiddos... They truely our blessed with everyone... Even if you only get to see them once in a while... They feel the endless love from all... and will continue... Ok Ok my pills our kicking in gotta go brush my teeth and hit the snooze button and get some shut eye... Morning comes pretty quick in our house... IT is like I shut my eyes and bam I am wide awake and moring time is among us... IT is like cinderella... I hear YOU I hear YOU.... Get up you say time to start another day... EVEN THE CLOCK ORDERS ME AROUND... Girls our really into Cinderella 1 and 2 and 3....

~Stability~ Structure ~ LoVe ~ Understanding ~ Self Worth~

Audree ~ She has grown up so much lately... She is mature for her age... She has an imagination that I cant describe if you have seen Anne of Green Gables than you know what I am talking about just not the red hair on top... Audree loves to play LPS and Barbies I am going to get her a camcorder so she can set it up on a tripod and record it while she is playing it... I was listening and watching her play the other day and was wow... Her Dad and I decided on getting her one so she can record... We our working on getting her last name changed and getting her adopted but it looks like were going to have to get attorney and so forth to do so... We went to the state to see what we needed to do... and also got a hold of John about it... and it seems like he doesn't want to give up her... He hasn't seen her since we went to Lexi grave site after the whole of everything... and they just happen to be there... and the way he hug her if you can even call it that... Needless to say it is what it is... and we will see what the future has and let the state handle this situation that is at hand... Due to what happened last year I want to be prepared if anything would happen to us and the custody of our family... Stability is the key here... Audree cant wait to turn 10 than if this is carrying on she can go to the judge and let him know what she wants... Now that the state is involved with this whole situations the information will be from the Date of the Divorce and before. The attorney said we got a good case at hand... So here's crossing our fingers for the sake of her and our family and our stability. Audree called Ohma the other day and they our setting up a Lunch/Shop Date with her... Audree wants to have a relationship with Ohma and Poppie but she says she doesn't even know John... and he doesnt know her so she said Ohma and Poppie have tryed and their very busy... and if there busy than Audree will make time for them to see her if they want to... I told Audree that they want to see her but it is tuff and our timing is well it just clashes with our schedule... Now some that read this blog will be disgusted at some of the things that I posted on here... But this is just what is going on with us and Audree right now....Audree has come along way and has broken down her barrier of liking and loving and allowing people in her life. When she shuts herself away... I make sure I get her out... Her life has not been the easiest since she was just a little fetus.... I had many of miscarriages and the circumstance of John and Em breaking up on and off relationship cause he wanted to do his thing and I wanted to do mine. First time I heard her heart beat and had an ultra sound they said that Little Audree wouldn't make it cause the sack was bigger and didn't look like the fetus was growing... But I didn't listen and I told myself I would carry this little Honey Comb and bring into this world and take care of it with everything I have... I went to the appts alone and had no one to be there with me... My Honey Comb Know as Audree.... Made me feel like I would have what I have always wanted a Family of My own.... One little Two Little Babies of my own... I was determined and I took care of myself and my little Baby in my Belly... John was off and wasn't in the picture... He found out that he was having a Girl...I was a kindergarten teacher and loved every sec of it... so that kept me busy... The first time I felt little Audree move.... Took my breath away... After Audree was born John and I was on and off again for 6 years straight off and on oh John's with another girl and yada yada yada...and we were still married... So I put that at an end...Audree had her first Major surgery No sign of any of Rasmussen family... Audree is a very smart and bright girl... She see what she see's and that is about that... Her school is aware of her feelings and her progression... Their has been alot that has gone on in Audree's life Most people blame Me for her and not being apart of her life... Yes it could be but it is for her own sanity... No one deserves to wonder everyday or holiday or birthday if someone is going to contact her from the other side of the family. Audree was devastated when Lexi passed away even before Lexi she was sadden by Poppie Mark passing...I have seen Audree Suffer.... I have seen Audree Sick.... I have taken care of her and loved her unconditionally... I have taken the time out for Audree to let her know that she does it thought about from the other side... and she has come to the conclusion that if they want to have a life with her... Well they know where to find her... She is Beautiful.... Smart..... and deserves to choose to have her family's last name... So were a Whole and not Well ~Audree Rasmussen~ ~Lillee Bock~ Ivee Thomas~ Brooke Thomas~ Erik Thomas ~ Emillee Thomas ~ Cause we have agreed as a Family that Erik will not adopt Lillee until we have them both... It isnt Erik & I chose it is Audree Kamille's She knows who she is and where she belongs.

A New Start to our Journey in this Life

I have been ready to live and let go of the past along time ago... but now since I have turned 30 it is in the past... Not forgotten by a long shot but will remain to use as my tools... It was trying in my 20's but that is when you take the time to learn and grow... for some of us... Where I am at in my life is a huge step from when I was just starting the early 20's... But again I am who I am today... I went through alot of emotional trials with the loss of my first baby and not knowing what is going on and having to lay in bed and cry tears of saddness it was not the type of thing anyone would want to go through with a DC done and clean out when they take the baby out of you...Any misscarriage you go through or any type of concieve of a little miracle is a baby in my eyes... Than having more misscarriages after one and another... Very Trying on the soul...Also my first marriage and so forth...There was some good times and some bad times... but I cant remember I went through alot to forget about that time in my life and replaced it with positive key notes...
I am Happy to be alive and getting back to the swing of things... We me having a stroke last year really has opened my eyes... and the heart attack of an amazing man... Life throws you in every which direction to and fro whatever way it wants to...
I am Ready to take on My 30's and welcome it with Open Arms...
For my 30th birthday we ripped out the music studio and put in an in house PhotoGraphy Studio It turned out more than I could ask for... I am excited to utilize it more... Hint Hint....
Lillee made my birthday cake which was to delicious... She is such an AweSome Hand in the kitchen she loves to cook and clean... just like the other girls... but having 4 girls wanting to help cook and bake in the kitchen at the same time... it is easier if I take them one at a time and do it that way...


Just me playing around with lighting and setting on my camera... For the camera I have you can go out and buy a $5,000 dollar one... but with the way I have set the settings up on my camera and changed the ISO and so forth it is my $5,000 dollar camera...
My 30th birthday party was AweSome the whole house was full... I had people sitting on the stairs and mingling... Family and friends came that I didn't expect too... we had a nacho bar amazing and pot luck... One to remember that is for sure the theme was my faviorte Egyptians... I had a cartiage from cricket my mom got me a long time ago that we just cut out the decorations out and the girls decorated... boy did they ever.... I decorated the cake... It was sure yummmy and with the very little piece I got... It was good... I got a scrap out of the pan... but my mom made me the best cake ever on my actual birthday...
I am so so excited to see the New Baby Boy coming in February Noelle is going to be a Fantastic Mommy again... Here I am kissing my little nephews Home for now...


My Goofy goober kids.... They one day was hanging out on the stairs giggling and just talking... I had to get the camera and take some shots.... They LoVe each other on Good Days... I wish I could have those everyday... But I will take what I get....
Ok so I thought I had a handle on the whole blog thing... I will try later to try to do better at organizing the whole thing... but for now... I am going to go do some clean up around the house and girls room and start on Noelle's Crib Set... I am EXCITED....

January I got my New Rug and Couch for my Egyptian Front room I LoVe it...

I have waited for a very long time to get a couch in there... and it was time and at the right price... We was looking for rims and tirers for my 4 runner and we came across some off of ksl and we went and checked them out... We drove down there and they didnt fit... but he did joking say Hey do you guys need a couch... I was so excited... He said that he would give it to us for $50.00 and that was a steal in a half than I found my Beautiful rug for $48.00... It was a beautiful fit for the room that was lacking... But patients is a virtue and it was the right time so it was meant to be... Enough about that ...I am just very grateful for that kind of stuff...and like a little kid in a candy shop waiting to fill that bag of yummy goodies...

January is always a good time to plan ahead and make those list

I started my list back in Nov but the first and foremost list I wanted to accomplish is to let the yr of my 20's Go and move on to the 30's which the transaction was really simple...

We everything that I have gone through in my 20's it brought many Happy and sad tears... trials and obsticles and BEAUTIFUL MIRACLES...

Christmas 2011 / New Years

Man Oh Man I am getting the hang of this whole blog stuff... I will fixs the Blog tomarrow... Got more to post and so forth but I am shutting down this tired brain... Alot going on this week... with girls being sick ... and me trying to catch up... Hugs...

Overall Christmas Day and Night was fun .... We saved some presents to open at night... Were going to do that every year from here on out... It was fun to carry on the amptomshere of christmas all day long...Ivee didnt open christmas present with us in the morning she wasnt feeling good so she was brought down and she laid on the couch than when she was ready she opended her gifts... and I took pictures while the other kids watch and played with their toys... that night Audree wasnt feeling well ... I think we had a Flu bug or something going on in our house this holiday season... So She laid down for the present opening at night but still was a good sport... Didnt have to worry about the kids going to bed christmas night... they were all out by 8 oclock... it was lovely... Clean up.... and time to spend with my hubby.. He had to go to work the next day... Yuck... But it was truely a christmas to remember... We had so many people thinking about us this year and the girls... We couldn't have been more truely blessed with the surrounding of Love and compassion from all...

We always get Brookie on Christmas Eve Day and Night and that is when we go over to Mally's house for the annual Christmas eve party... It turns out every year Fun and unforgetable... Brooke had an AweSome Christmas with us... It works out for the Best of Both worlds...

I LoVe making Christmas Day Dinner for all my Family to come over and hang out and eat... It is the best thing about Christmas day for sure... Pop the Turkey in and cook and clean up christmas morning mess and just hang out with the family... Gives me and my mom some alone time in the kitchen and talk about the holidays and just have that time together...

The Girls loved everything they got... it was fun to see them as they get older really pay attention to whom the gifts our from and than go and thank that person and give them a hug...

I didnt know I didnt post anything for Christmas.... Wow I am behind... but all is well I will catch up sooner than later Hopefully...

Christmas Once again was Fantastic with the kiddo's waking up in the morning and being estatic that Santa had come to visit them and Mom and Dad had some present for them and each of them had gifts for eachother... It was a very Fun and unforgetable Christams Once again...January we had our annual New years eve party at our house... IT was a blast full of Kinect and Cards and Ten Thousand and hit the deck...Low Key just the way we like it... with family and friends...